...I haven't been on this site in FOREVERZ. *cough*toomuchfanfiction*cough*

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It is 10:44, I would usually be asleep, but I woke up from this nightmare (IT WAS HORRIBLE)and I remembered that I have an Apple Store appointment at 11:30 to see if my original iPod Quinton can be fixed or if I have to get another one. I'm using my cousin's iPod she found on the street and it's a useless 2 gig that can't hold even HALF OF MY MUSIC. Siriusly. I tried to put my music and it was like, "we will put what it can hold." and 200 songs remained. My mom apparently forgot about the Apple appointment...Because she's still asleep.

*rambles and rambles*

Oh...I'M GONNA BE AT OXFORD UNIVERSITY THIS SUMMER! I got a scholarship to go there, and they only give scholarships to 17 kids in the U.S.! I'm so proud! At least I was until I realized that I have a D in geometry and I have absolutely no missing assignments. D: I suck at it! I have to come early to get help or stay after school. Which is kind of impossible right now seeing as I'm in the little orchestra that's playing the music for the theatre kids' musical right now. I've been in the theatre from 2 to 5 for the last week playing the same measure 60 times! It's ridiculous. But it's pretty fun, we get to sit on super hard chairs for 3 hours and mess around and laugh at each other when we mess up! (Because believe me, EVERYONE hears it.)

*boredboredboredboredbored*

I kind of miss my old best friend Tarah. She goes to a different school and we just kinda...drifted apart. We were always like, POLAR OPPOSITES, but we still got along great and we had a lot of fun together. But she got a boyfriend and you know how THAT goes. You've all seen the movies. Now I talk to her once in a while, but it's usually about this boy she loves MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. "God put 200000000000000000000000000 million people on earth but there is only one I love!" Yeah, that kind of love. Between two sophomores. But anyway, I haven't talked to her in a while, and apparently we lost each other's numbers. But my friends are SO EXHAUSTING sometimes!

Like if we hang out together, we can't just HANG OUT TOGETHER if you know what I mean. We have to have some activity going on, whereas me and Tarah would be at each others houses and play video games for 6 hours and then watch tv for 2 more. If you ask them to come over they're all, "...But what are we gonna do" and I'll be like, "Uhhh...hang out?" and then I get the sarcastic, "Fuuuuun..." or I get, "..." Which is worse. I really felt the whole missing-Tarah thing yesterday at the mall, I mean, I want friends who like to hang out at the mall. Y'know, create adolescent memories and shit, but they'd probably spend all their time at the Borders. (Not that I wouldn't, I've spent six hours at B&N before...) But come on! At least hang around the food court! And once they'd be done with Borders they'd pobably wanna leave. *sigh*

Oh well, enough of my whining. I just want to be a normal kid once in a while.